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  • ▪There are lot ot of expectations with mental illnesses, but especially with eating disorders. I think people think that when you have an eating disorder you have a perfect body, you hate food, etc. But, in general, we love food, that's why we are so terrified of it. We are not crazy and we are not silly. We aren't ungrateful and we aren't capricious. We can not control what we do, even if we think we do. We are dying everyday when we wake up and step on the scale. We are dying when we binge because our body needs food and can't survive any longer. We are dying when we restrict to a determinate number of calories. We are dying while we are shouting for help and nobody hears us, because we can't let people know this. We are fighting against something too big for us, we can't manage this alone. We need help.
You are not a bulimic, you are not an anorexic. You can not be an illness, you have an illness. You have bulimia or you have anorexia, but you don't have to identify youself with the desease, you are you. And you can do it.❤💪🏻
Alba.💫
  • ▪There are lot ot of expectations with mental illnesses, but especially with eating disorders. I think people think that when you have an eating disorder you have a perfect body, you hate food, etc. But, in general, we love food, that's why we are so terrified of it. We are not crazy and we are not silly. We aren't ungrateful and we aren't capricious. We can not control what we do, even if we think we do. We are dying everyday when we wake up and step on the scale. We are dying when we binge because our body needs food and can't survive any longer. We are dying when we restrict to a determinate number of calories. We are dying while we are shouting for help and nobody hears us, because we can't let people know this. We are fighting against something too big for us, we can't manage this alone. We need help.
    You are not a bulimic, you are not an anorexic. You can not be an illness, you have an illness. You have bulimia or you have anorexia, but you don't have to identify youself with the desease, you are you. And you can do it.❤💪🏻
    Alba.💫
  • 981 19 12 February, 2019
  • Working on me, for me💪🏻 almost 3 stone heavier than from the picture on the left, and not only am I healthier but so much happier❤️
  • Working on me, for me💪🏻 almost 3 stone heavier than from the picture on the left, and not only am I healthier but so much happier❤️
  • 764 36 4 February, 2019
  • “There is no magic cure. There’s no making it all go away forever. There are only small steps upwards; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn’t matter anymore” 🌸
  • “There is no magic cure. There’s no making it all go away forever. There are only small steps upwards; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn’t matter anymore” 🌸
  • 500 22 15 February, 2019
  • Hey there my dudes. I’m tired. But that’s life. I started the day off with lucky charms because I have a sugar addiction. Then I went to the chiropractor, and I think I’m finally gonna be able to start going less, which is good, because I hate having to go there so often. But. Yeah. 
Then it was lunch time, and I had a bowl of Greek yogurt with fruit and chocolate chips on top! Yumm. Then, I had some Chex mix and some candy, cause yolo. 
Then at work, I had some goldfish. Cause yolo (again). Dinner was salad with ranch, and stuffed shells. The pasta was sooo goooood. Seriously. Muchas gracias to the family who brought it over to us. I also had a piece of buttered bread at dinner. Then, I had a bowl of cookies n cream ice cream after, with the hard shell stuff, cause yolo^3. And yup. Oh. Also bought dove caramel chocolates at target cause they were on clearance, so I’ve had a few of those here and there.
  • Hey there my dudes. I’m tired. But that’s life. I started the day off with lucky charms because I have a sugar addiction. Then I went to the chiropractor, and I think I’m finally gonna be able to start going less, which is good, because I hate having to go there so often. But. Yeah.
    Then it was lunch time, and I had a bowl of Greek yogurt with fruit and chocolate chips on top! Yumm. Then, I had some Chex mix and some candy, cause yolo.
    Then at work, I had some goldfish. Cause yolo (again). Dinner was salad with ranch, and stuffed shells. The pasta was sooo goooood. Seriously. Muchas gracias to the family who brought it over to us. I also had a piece of buttered bread at dinner. Then, I had a bowl of cookies n cream ice cream after, with the hard shell stuff, cause yolo^3. And yup. Oh. Also bought dove caramel chocolates at target cause they were on clearance, so I’ve had a few of those here and there.
  • 236 11 2 hours ago
  • If the scale actually gave us helpful information.....
  • If the scale actually gave us helpful information.....
  • 328 20 23 hours ago
  • Instagram vs reality; just a few hours before this picture I was sitting crying to my mum about how anxious and depressed I’ve been feeling. Truthfully, these past few days have been so tough. My anxiety has escalated again and I keep thinking what is the point, what’s the point in keeping on going? Why can’t I just be normal and live my life like a normal person. On the way home from uni on Friday I just broke down to my mum and again in work yesterday I broke down. I feel scared, and I don’t even know what I’m scared of. I decided I wasn’t going to go out last night but my friends persuaded me to go even if I only went for a few hours. I’m so glad I went because it actually turned out to be a good night and I’m proud that I pushed myself out of my comfort zone to go. I will get back to that sociable, happy girl I was a few weeks ago!
  • Instagram vs reality; just a few hours before this picture I was sitting crying to my mum about how anxious and depressed I’ve been feeling. Truthfully, these past few days have been so tough. My anxiety has escalated again and I keep thinking what is the point, what’s the point in keeping on going? Why can’t I just be normal and live my life like a normal person. On the way home from uni on Friday I just broke down to my mum and again in work yesterday I broke down. I feel scared, and I don’t even know what I’m scared of. I decided I wasn’t going to go out last night but my friends persuaded me to go even if I only went for a few hours. I’m so glad I went because it actually turned out to be a good night and I’m proud that I pushed myself out of my comfort zone to go. I will get back to that sociable, happy girl I was a few weeks ago!
  • 501 18 17 February, 2019
  • It’s National Peanut Butter Day!! Peanut butter pretty much saved my life. During my refeeding phase, peanut butter was all I would eat. Peanut butter is packed full of nutrients that my body desperately needed. I was so malnourished and deprived of food, that my body craved it like CRAZY. I’ve read that peanut butter has actually helped treat severe malnutrition in third world countries, and it’s definitely helped me in my recovery from anorexia. I honestly don’t know if I would have survived without it. Although I don’t eat peanut butter nearly as much as I did when I was refeeding, I still eat it on the daily because who doesn’t love peanut butter?! Thanks @jifbrand for being the best and my one true love. 🥜❤️
  • It’s National Peanut Butter Day!! Peanut butter pretty much saved my life. During my refeeding phase, peanut butter was all I would eat. Peanut butter is packed full of nutrients that my body desperately needed. I was so malnourished and deprived of food, that my body craved it like CRAZY. I’ve read that peanut butter has actually helped treat severe malnutrition in third world countries, and it’s definitely helped me in my recovery from anorexia. I honestly don’t know if I would have survived without it. Although I don’t eat peanut butter nearly as much as I did when I was refeeding, I still eat it on the daily because who doesn’t love peanut butter?! Thanks @jifbrand for being the best and my one true love. 🥜❤️
  • 682 28 25 January, 2019

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  • Cena 19/02/19
8:18 p.m.

pan integral➕omelette de un huevo con espinacas➕ café con leche descremada 😂 que pedo con mi cena que mas que cena parece desayuno.
Hoy en la tarde no van ni a creer me lo que merende 😏
Ya iba a ser las 4:00 cuando fui a casa de mi abuelo y creí que seria innecesario llevar me algo por que haya siempre tienen fruta y creí que podría robar me una jsjs pero resulta que no y se hacia tarde y me estaba comenzando a doler la cabeza asi que comenze a ver que podría agarrar y me hize tome un pan NO INTEGRAL!! Con un poco de frijoles y leche descremada, tuve la suerte que mi abuelo tenia de la leche que todo😂, y diooos merezco un premio por esoo,hace mucho que no como un sándwich de frijoles y de hecho le tengo aun miedo a el pan común..lo malooo es que el celular lo había dejado en casaaaa. 
Asi que fuck you Ana!!😚 hoy cene a gusto 
#fearfood #food  #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anarecovery #anorexiarecuperacion #recover #cena #cenasaludable #fuckyouana #ana #anafighter
  • Cena 19/02/19
    8:18 p.m.

    pan integral➕omelette de un huevo con espinacas➕ café con leche descremada 😂 que pedo con mi cena que mas que cena parece desayuno.
    Hoy en la tarde no van ni a creer me lo que merende 😏
    Ya iba a ser las 4:00 cuando fui a casa de mi abuelo y creí que seria innecesario llevar me algo por que haya siempre tienen fruta y creí que podría robar me una jsjs pero resulta que no y se hacia tarde y me estaba comenzando a doler la cabeza asi que comenze a ver que podría agarrar y me hize tome un pan NO INTEGRAL!! Con un poco de frijoles y leche descremada, tuve la suerte que mi abuelo tenia de la leche que todo😂, y diooos merezco un premio por esoo,hace mucho que no como un sándwich de frijoles y de hecho le tengo aun miedo a el pan común..lo malooo es que el celular lo había dejado en casaaaa.
    Asi que fuck you Ana!!😚 hoy cene a gusto
    #fearfood #food #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anarecovery #anorexiarecuperacion #recover #cena #cenasaludable #fuckyouana #ana #anafighter
  • 2 0 21 minutes ago
  • The scariest thing in the world is how my body is changing😭
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1 John 2:15 reminds us not to love the world, not to trust lust of the eyes or flesh. (Yes, this includes our perception of the “perfect” body.) This is not of the Father, but of the world. Our bodies were created to house our souls. Our hearts were made to be a home for our heavenly Father.
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This week my goal is to tell my friends about my ED. I want to start a NEDA walk team, so the truth will have to come out. I pray that exposing my disorder to others will give me more strength to defeat it💪🏻
  • The scariest thing in the world is how my body is changing😭

    1 John 2:15 reminds us not to love the world, not to trust lust of the eyes or flesh. (Yes, this includes our perception of the “perfect” body.) This is not of the Father, but of the world. Our bodies were created to house our souls. Our hearts were made to be a home for our heavenly Father.

    This week my goal is to tell my friends about my ED. I want to start a NEDA walk team, so the truth will have to come out. I pray that exposing my disorder to others will give me more strength to defeat it💪🏻
  • 20 3 54 minutes ago
  • As anorexics, up to 80% of us engage in compulsive-exercise as a way to exercise more control over aspects of our body. This can be harmful both physiologically psychologically. 
We are told that in order to recover, we should eliminate exercise, which could potentially hinder the recovery process. I understand medically some of us are considered too unstable to participate in vigorous exercise, or any movement for that matter during early stages of recovery (shout-out to everyone who’s experienced the joys of bedrest!) Once physically stable, however, we’re still not encouraged to exercise as it supposedly compromises treatment. 
I see it from a different perspective:
To me, embarking on recovery shouldn’t mean I have to completely eliminate any form of physical activity, rather, build a healthy relationship with movement. I love exercise as it allows me the opportunity to acknowledge and thank my body for all the phenomenal things it can do. I believe if I were to abstain from physical activity until I considered myself completely recovered, I’d be deprived of the opportunity to develop a nourishing relationship with exercise. How am I going to know how to exercise as a beneficial aspect of living if I am not given the opportunity while my brain is rewiring. Recovery should not be about eliminating appropriate exercise to avoid potential return of disordered habits, rather learning to adopt a physiologically and psychologically nourishing relationship with physical activity. Why do we have to wait until we’re “recovered” to unlearn disordered exercise habits? 
Well, I swam today. It was beautiful and now I’m thanking my body for what it can do and refuelling it with nutrition it requires. I’m not fully recovered. I’m nowhere near. But I’m learning to recover my relationship with movement and no doctor can tell me that’s unhealthy. 
#exercise #swim #anarecovery #ana #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #edwarrior #edfighter #anafighter #anorexia
  • As anorexics, up to 80% of us engage in compulsive-exercise as a way to exercise more control over aspects of our body. This can be harmful both physiologically psychologically.
    We are told that in order to recover, we should eliminate exercise, which could potentially hinder the recovery process. I understand medically some of us are considered too unstable to participate in vigorous exercise, or any movement for that matter during early stages of recovery (shout-out to everyone who’s experienced the joys of bedrest!) Once physically stable, however, we’re still not encouraged to exercise as it supposedly compromises treatment.
    I see it from a different perspective:
    To me, embarking on recovery shouldn’t mean I have to completely eliminate any form of physical activity, rather, build a healthy relationship with movement. I love exercise as it allows me the opportunity to acknowledge and thank my body for all the phenomenal things it can do. I believe if I were to abstain from physical activity until I considered myself completely recovered, I’d be deprived of the opportunity to develop a nourishing relationship with exercise. How am I going to know how to exercise as a beneficial aspect of living if I am not given the opportunity while my brain is rewiring. Recovery should not be about eliminating appropriate exercise to avoid potential return of disordered habits, rather learning to adopt a physiologically and psychologically nourishing relationship with physical activity. Why do we have to wait until we’re “recovered” to unlearn disordered exercise habits?
    Well, I swam today. It was beautiful and now I’m thanking my body for what it can do and refuelling it with nutrition it requires. I’m not fully recovered. I’m nowhere near. But I’m learning to recover my relationship with movement and no doctor can tell me that’s unhealthy.
    #exercise #swim #anarecovery #ana #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #edwarrior #edfighter #anafighter #anorexia
  • 11 0 59 minutes ago
  • Hey there my dudes. I’m tired. But that’s life. I started the day off with lucky charms because I have a sugar addiction. Then I went to the chiropractor, and I think I’m finally gonna be able to start going less, which is good, because I hate having to go there so often. But. Yeah. 
Then it was lunch time, and I had a bowl of Greek yogurt with fruit and chocolate chips on top! Yumm. Then, I had some Chex mix and some candy, cause yolo. 
Then at work, I had some goldfish. Cause yolo (again). Dinner was salad with ranch, and stuffed shells. The pasta was sooo goooood. Seriously. Muchas gracias to the family who brought it over to us. I also had a piece of buttered bread at dinner. Then, I had a bowl of cookies n cream ice cream after, with the hard shell stuff, cause yolo^3. And yup. Oh. Also bought dove caramel chocolates at target cause they were on clearance, so I’ve had a few of those here and there.
  • Hey there my dudes. I’m tired. But that’s life. I started the day off with lucky charms because I have a sugar addiction. Then I went to the chiropractor, and I think I’m finally gonna be able to start going less, which is good, because I hate having to go there so often. But. Yeah.
    Then it was lunch time, and I had a bowl of Greek yogurt with fruit and chocolate chips on top! Yumm. Then, I had some Chex mix and some candy, cause yolo.
    Then at work, I had some goldfish. Cause yolo (again). Dinner was salad with ranch, and stuffed shells. The pasta was sooo goooood. Seriously. Muchas gracias to the family who brought it over to us. I also had a piece of buttered bread at dinner. Then, I had a bowl of cookies n cream ice cream after, with the hard shell stuff, cause yolo^3. And yup. Oh. Also bought dove caramel chocolates at target cause they were on clearance, so I’ve had a few of those here and there.
  • 236 11 2 hours ago
  • Light it up 🔥
  • Light it up 🔥
  • 182 28 2 hours ago
  • Every single aspect of my life is better now that I’m recovered. My body has healed in miraculous ways. I’m emotionally and mentally stable. I’m happy. I’m balanced. But even still, there’s one last hang on from my ED that at times seems to outweigh all the benefits of recovery: poor body image. It’s so easy to get tempted back into disordered habits when we feel like our bodies aren’t good enough. And I’m not immune to that. The stress of my life right now is making me vulnerable to body dissatisfaction and it’s no fun. At times like these, I try to focus on all the good that has blossomed as a result of recovery. I keep my happy, healthy thoughts stronger than my demons. 💪🏼
  • Every single aspect of my life is better now that I’m recovered. My body has healed in miraculous ways. I’m emotionally and mentally stable. I’m happy. I’m balanced. But even still, there’s one last hang on from my ED that at times seems to outweigh all the benefits of recovery: poor body image. It’s so easy to get tempted back into disordered habits when we feel like our bodies aren’t good enough. And I’m not immune to that. The stress of my life right now is making me vulnerable to body dissatisfaction and it’s no fun. At times like these, I try to focus on all the good that has blossomed as a result of recovery. I keep my happy, healthy thoughts stronger than my demons. 💪🏼
  • 42 1 3 hours ago
  • CLC MEMBER FEATURE (*TW: Eating Disorder*): Hi! My name is Amy and I am a pre-med college student. For years I have been battling an eating disorder, more specifically anorexia. Often times, people link anorexia to solely weight loss, but there is so much more to the battle! Anorexia is a mental illness, with serious physical symptoms. Every day, I fight overwhelming feelings of being too much, feeling like a burden or not being good enough. But thankfully, I have such a great support system made up of professionals, family and friends who help keep me going!
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I have had several slips and relapses over the years, and have even been told that my chances at fully recovering are slim. However, I chose to believe and keep hope that I will make it through this with shining stars! The moment I begin to believe that my life is trapped in this illness, I prevent myself from actually living!
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My recovery is something I work hard to maintain, and that in itself is a full time job! If there is one thing I have come to accept —> it is the fact that everyone’s journey will look different. When I see people around me accomplishing wonderful things or moving forth in their careers while I am simply trying to survive day to day life, I reassure myself that my time will come. For now, what’s most important is my mental and physical health. Accepting the struggle, yet recognizing the incredible hope that lays before us helps keep me optimistic and grounded! 
#chronicloveclub
  • CLC MEMBER FEATURE (*TW: Eating Disorder*): Hi! My name is Amy and I am a pre-med college student. For years I have been battling an eating disorder, more specifically anorexia. Often times, people link anorexia to solely weight loss, but there is so much more to the battle! Anorexia is a mental illness, with serious physical symptoms. Every day, I fight overwhelming feelings of being too much, feeling like a burden or not being good enough. But thankfully, I have such a great support system made up of professionals, family and friends who help keep me going!

    I have had several slips and relapses over the years, and have even been told that my chances at fully recovering are slim. However, I chose to believe and keep hope that I will make it through this with shining stars! The moment I begin to believe that my life is trapped in this illness, I prevent myself from actually living!

    My recovery is something I work hard to maintain, and that in itself is a full time job! If there is one thing I have come to accept —> it is the fact that everyone’s journey will look different. When I see people around me accomplishing wonderful things or moving forth in their careers while I am simply trying to survive day to day life, I reassure myself that my time will come. For now, what’s most important is my mental and physical health. Accepting the struggle, yet recognizing the incredible hope that lays before us helps keep me optimistic and grounded!
    #chronicloveclub
  • 176 4 3 hours ago
  • 🤐 Hey guys. Yesterday was too good to be true and today was really shitty food wise and body wise ... Well let's just say I hate mirrors.
---- 🍊 Breakfast : One orange + fat-free Greek yogurt. (11AM)
🤢 I was feeling pretty nauseous tbh
---- 🥗 Lunch : Tuna + lettuce + cherry tomatoes + two carrots + green beans + pastas (!!!). (2PM)
😒 I ate alone and when my dad came home it triggered me so so much because he didn't believe i ate ...
---- 🥤 Afternoon snack : Some grapes + one glass of tropical juice with seeds (!!!) + One fruit bar (!!!). (5PM)
🙃 Fear food hello dear juice ! Yes it looks very nasty but thz seeds are avtually very interesting! And the fruit bar is a semi-fear because as soon as my father bought them today he threw out the container and made sure i couldn't read the calories anywhere...
---- 🥩 Dinner : One tomato + Fatty steak (!!!) + Processed mashed potatoes (!!). (8PM)
☺️ Ate almost everything! Just left a few bites out of my steak
---- 🍞 Dessert : Some grapes + one tangerine + fat-free greek yogurt topped with pomegranate and muesli (!!!) + One slice brioche bread (!!!!) topped with one square daek chocolate (!!!!), blackcurrant
jam (!) and speculoos spread (!!!!). (11PM)
😋 I have been pushing the brioche away since my parents bought it a few days ago. My usual afternoon snack pre ed used to be two slice of brioche with 8 square of milk chocolate !! But now even just one slice made me feel guilty ...
---- 😣 We had a talk at dinner and my parents are worried about sending me back to my place all alone. Can't blame thel but I want to go back !!
Good night ⛼ 
#ed #edrecovery #recovery #ana #anorexia #anorexic #anorexianevrosa #ednos #recover #thinspo #fearfood #meals #food #anafighter #anawarrior #prorecovery #recoveryishard #anarecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #bodyimage #struggle #challenginged #fdoe #breakfast #lunch #dinner
  • 🤐 Hey guys. Yesterday was too good to be true and today was really shitty food wise and body wise ... Well let's just say I hate mirrors.
    ---- 🍊 Breakfast : One orange + fat-free Greek yogurt. (11AM)
    🤢 I was feeling pretty nauseous tbh
    ---- 🥗 Lunch : Tuna + lettuce + cherry tomatoes + two carrots + green beans + pastas (!!!). (2PM)
    😒 I ate alone and when my dad came home it triggered me so so much because he didn't believe i ate ...
    ---- 🥤 Afternoon snack : Some grapes + one glass of tropical juice with seeds (!!!) + One fruit bar (!!!). (5PM)
    🙃 Fear food hello dear juice ! Yes it looks very nasty but thz seeds are avtually very interesting! And the fruit bar is a semi-fear because as soon as my father bought them today he threw out the container and made sure i couldn't read the calories anywhere...
    ---- 🥩 Dinner : One tomato + Fatty steak (!!!) + Processed mashed potatoes (!!). (8PM)
    ☺️ Ate almost everything! Just left a few bites out of my steak
    ---- 🍞 Dessert : Some grapes + one tangerine + fat-free greek yogurt topped with pomegranate and muesli (!!!) + One slice brioche bread (!!!!) topped with one square daek chocolate (!!!!), blackcurrant
    jam (!) and speculoos spread (!!!!). (11PM)
    😋 I have been pushing the brioche away since my parents bought it a few days ago. My usual afternoon snack pre ed used to be two slice of brioche with 8 square of milk chocolate !! But now even just one slice made me feel guilty ...
    ---- 😣 We had a talk at dinner and my parents are worried about sending me back to my place all alone. Can't blame thel but I want to go back !!
    Good night ⛼
    #ed #edrecovery #recovery #ana #anorexia #anorexic #anorexianevrosa #ednos #recover #thinspo #fearfood #meals #food #anafighter #anawarrior #prorecovery #recoveryishard #anarecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #bodyimage #struggle #challenginged #fdoe #breakfast #lunch #dinner
  • 11 0 3 hours ago
  • I’m free!!!!! I finally got discharged from the hospital! ❤️❤️
  • I’m free!!!!! I finally got discharged from the hospital! ❤️❤️
  • 16 7 5 hours ago
  • Garlic knots! 😮😋
  • Garlic knots! 😮😋
  • 10 1 5 hours ago
  • Ritter Sport Haferkeks Joghurt! Da auch ich ein kleines Limited Edition/Neuheiten Opfer bin müsste die letztens natürlich auch mit in den Einkaufskorb 🙊 Mein Fazit: kann man machen, aber wird nicht meine Lieblingsschoki 😏 wenn man Joghurt Schokolade liebt und dazu noch einen guten Crunch mag ist hier aber definitiv an der richtigen Adresse 🙊☝🏼
Diese Woche ist nicht leicht für mich, weil durch die Klausuren und mein Geburtstag total meine normale Struktur unterbrochen wird....aber damit muss ich lernen umzugehen und es einfach auszuhalten 💪🏼 und dann wird es bestimmt auch bald leichter! Außerdem sind es ja auch viele schöne Dinge die passieren! 
Was bringt euch manchmal ein bisschen aus dem Konzept bzw. wann fühlt ihr euch nicht ganz wohl?
  • Ritter Sport Haferkeks Joghurt! Da auch ich ein kleines Limited Edition/Neuheiten Opfer bin müsste die letztens natürlich auch mit in den Einkaufskorb 🙊 Mein Fazit: kann man machen, aber wird nicht meine Lieblingsschoki 😏 wenn man Joghurt Schokolade liebt und dazu noch einen guten Crunch mag ist hier aber definitiv an der richtigen Adresse 🙊☝🏼
    Diese Woche ist nicht leicht für mich, weil durch die Klausuren und mein Geburtstag total meine normale Struktur unterbrochen wird....aber damit muss ich lernen umzugehen und es einfach auszuhalten 💪🏼 und dann wird es bestimmt auch bald leichter! Außerdem sind es ja auch viele schöne Dinge die passieren!
    Was bringt euch manchmal ein bisschen aus dem Konzept bzw. wann fühlt ihr euch nicht ganz wohl?
  • 33 2 6 hours ago
  • There is no such thing as ‘thin enough’. ------------------------------------------
This is to all those who feel invalidated by their weight/shape. You matter. Your recovery matters. You deserve to reach out. Fuck those who don’t understand and still believe the bullshit around eating disorders that is spread. It’s not about weight and never will be. Any weight lost or gained is a byproduct of what’s going on inside. ------------------------------------------
Fuck eating disorders. Fuck the competitive nature of their game. There is no such thing as ‘good enough’ for anorexia, bulimia, EDNOS, BED etc. When have you ever felt truly satisfied with your efforts to please the illness? Plot twist: you don’t. Maybe momentarily you do but then in a few hours you’re always running back. Again and again. Trying to tame the beast inside when this beast is only getting stronger with every attempt to satisfy it. ------------------------------------------
Enough is enough. ------------------------------------------
We can do this. We CAN get better. We CAN overcome this and BULLSHIT to those who say it’s not possible. I changed my mindset about recovery at the beginning of this year and my belief is that it’s so so possible to overcome this illness and live a life without it.
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As Ariana Grande says, ‘I want it, I got it’. You want recovery, so you can GET recovery. Not saying it will be easy, trust me I’m the last person to say that because right now I’m struggling more than I have in years. But I want it. I’m gonna get it. And you can too. We all can.
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Never lose hope, whatever stage you’re in. ------------------------------------------
Because at whatever stage you’re in, recovery is possible. Goodnight warriors. Fight the good fight 🌍 xxx #bethebiggerbully
  • There is no such thing as ‘thin enough’. ------------------------------------------
    This is to all those who feel invalidated by their weight/shape. You matter. Your recovery matters. You deserve to reach out. Fuck those who don’t understand and still believe the bullshit around eating disorders that is spread. It’s not about weight and never will be. Any weight lost or gained is a byproduct of what’s going on inside. ------------------------------------------
    Fuck eating disorders. Fuck the competitive nature of their game. There is no such thing as ‘good enough’ for anorexia, bulimia, EDNOS, BED etc. When have you ever felt truly satisfied with your efforts to please the illness? Plot twist: you don’t. Maybe momentarily you do but then in a few hours you’re always running back. Again and again. Trying to tame the beast inside when this beast is only getting stronger with every attempt to satisfy it. ------------------------------------------
    Enough is enough. ------------------------------------------
    We can do this. We CAN get better. We CAN overcome this and BULLSHIT to those who say it’s not possible. I changed my mindset about recovery at the beginning of this year and my belief is that it’s so so possible to overcome this illness and live a life without it.
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    As Ariana Grande says, ‘I want it, I got it’. You want recovery, so you can GET recovery. Not saying it will be easy, trust me I’m the last person to say that because right now I’m struggling more than I have in years. But I want it. I’m gonna get it. And you can too. We all can.
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    Never lose hope, whatever stage you’re in. ------------------------------------------
    Because at whatever stage you’re in, recovery is possible. Goodnight warriors. Fight the good fight 🌍 xxx #bethebiggerbully
  • 258 14 6 hours ago
  • I’m going to be having some challenging lunches soon 👍 just haven’t recently due to being really busy!! Breakfast is 2 egg frittata with chicken, feta, pumpkin, zucchini, tomatoes and spinach + berocca and green tea 🍳🥒🎃🍅🍵 what are some things that you are going to challenge soon?? Stay strong 💪
  • I’m going to be having some challenging lunches soon 👍 just haven’t recently due to being really busy!! Breakfast is 2 egg frittata with chicken, feta, pumpkin, zucchini, tomatoes and spinach + berocca and green tea 🍳🥒🎃🍅🍵 what are some things that you are going to challenge soon?? Stay strong 💪
  • 63 4 7 hours ago
  • WHAT I ATE TODAY
(day in school)
02/19/19

Breakfast: a bowl of fruit muesli and crunchy muesli with an aplle and milk

am snack:
a "Laugenecke" it's like a pretzel dough but fluffier and in a corner shape😆

lunch:
2 very big portions of totelloni (spinach fillng) with cheesy sauce and some extra cheese on top
(because i'm a cheesesyholic)

dinner:
2 rolls with butter, cheese, veggie sausage, strawberry jam aaand some lettuce, tomato and cucumber aside🙈🥒 #anafighter #recoveryanorexia #anawarrior #edrecovery #noodles #cheese #fuckana #fearfood #recovery #anorexianervosarecovery
  • WHAT I ATE TODAY
    (day in school)
    02/19/19

    Breakfast: a bowl of fruit muesli and crunchy muesli with an aplle and milk

    am snack:
    a "Laugenecke" it's like a pretzel dough but fluffier and in a corner shape😆

    lunch:
    2 very big portions of totelloni (spinach fillng) with cheesy sauce and some extra cheese on top
    (because i'm a cheesesyholic)

    dinner:
    2 rolls with butter, cheese, veggie sausage, strawberry jam aaand some lettuce, tomato and cucumber aside🙈🥒 #anafighter #recoveryanorexia #anawarrior #edrecovery #noodles #cheese #fuckana #fearfood #recovery #anorexianervosarecovery
  • 11 0 7 hours ago