he's not changing his mind and you're still waiting. You’re waiting for him to realize how precious you are. After all this time he was blind, he wasn’t able to see how amazingly perfect you are and that committing to you is going to be a blessing for him. All this time waiting for him, you could have gone out and you could have met new people, amazing people, who would never take you for granted. Those people would make sure to show you how much they appreciate you. But no, you’re still waiting for him. You wouldn’t do all of this for someone for whom you have no emotions. But sometimes, love simply isn’t enough. What about loyalty, trust, respect and happiness? Love is beautiful but if he doesn’t want to commit then love is just a word.
you’re still there, waiting for him, never understanding that he isn’t able to love you the way you deserve to be loved. He can’t treat you the way you deserve to be treated. Don’t come up with excuses, telling yourself that he has gone through a hard time and that he doesn’t know how to love someone. Be honest with yourself because you haven’t had a nice past either and you are still able to love, after all those broken hearts.
You are worthy of so much more than he’s giving you and you shouldn’t be waiting for him to realize that. He might feel your absence when you’re gone but then it will be too late as you will already be happy with yourself, somewhere far away from him!