I remember crying profusely as I entered the dargah. Felt helpless and had no control on my tears. The Maulvi saw and read the prayers again, possibly out of pity xD
Itminaan aur sukoon dhund rahi thi.
And as I stopped crying, it was all over, like all toxicity flowed out of my body.
More in touch with my spiritual self now as traveling continues to oblige me with magical experiences.
Glad that I spent that day praying at the dargah, glad that I danced my last two nights away.
I still have a long way to go!
Something happened today.
During my forced vacation, I decided to schedule a massage. My Grammy gave me a gift card, and I was very excited about it.
Sometime during my massage, the masseuse was working hard on my middle/lower back, and things happened.
While she was working over my liver and kidneys, I became very emotional. I ran through the whole gamete of emotions. I was angry, happy, sad confused, etc. Everything was going through my brain.
The liver holds emotions such as anger, resentment, frustration, irritability, and bitterness. The liver is responsible for the smooth flow of blood and energy throughout the body.
The kidneys born emotions such as fear, insecurity, isolation, aloofness, and weak willpower. The kidneys are responsible for growth and development.
Luckily, I brought some oils with me and I was able to work things out. I feel very powerful using aromatherapy and the Aroma Freedom Technique (see my albums) to process my emotions when things randomly come up.
I encourage you to find “your” oil (mine is valor) and keep it with you every day. Use it when things come up. Inhale it during hard times. Diffuse it after a long day. Let it become part of your life and daily routine.
Northeast Ohio is having snowstorms and I am officially snowed in! ❄️ I got my nails done yesterday and I got every nail a different color and I felt very extra but I’m seriously obsessed and might do this every time 😂 ⚡️✨🌈 What are your plans for the day?
🏆 From @malloryonthemoon