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  • ✺ P R O T I P ✺
if you can travel to summer destinations in the winter, DO IT. see that little speck in the cove back there all to itself? yeah, that’s our van. see this kayak I’m on? yeah, it’s a rental for a fraction of the usual cost. .
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the locals down here near #pheonix think we’re crazy, sure. they were bundled up tight and shivering while we relished in shirts in the sun, loving the 50 deg weather. points for acclimating to the cold freezing it out for the past few months in the snow. they even told us that they’d staged their rescue boat preemptively since 90% of people that take kayaks out in “this weather”, they wind up having to save. you guys, this was a mild day on #tahoe, and we had it all. to. ourselves. #feelinmyselftoday
  • ✺ P R O T I P ✺
    if you can travel to summer destinations in the winter, DO IT. see that little speck in the cove back there all to itself? yeah, that’s our van. see this kayak I’m on? yeah, it’s a rental for a fraction of the usual cost. .
    .
    the locals down here near #pheonix think we’re crazy, sure. they were bundled up tight and shivering while we relished in shirts in the sun, loving the 50 deg weather. points for acclimating to the cold freezing it out for the past few months in the snow. they even told us that they’d staged their rescue boat preemptively since 90% of people that take kayaks out in “this weather”, they wind up having to save. you guys, this was a mild day on #tahoe , and we had it all. to. ourselves. #feelinmyselftoday
  • 35 1 1 hour ago
  • It's been a day of up and down.

After a few days of feeling really hopeful and excited, the last three have been more emotional. 
A lot of overwhelm. A lot of fear. A lot of now wtf do I do.

I'm so grateful for all the help I've already received. I'm so grateful for the beautiful humans who have gotten involved in one way or the other. 
I also feel pretty frozen in a lot of ways.

I've been having flashbacks, of smoke and dark and deep red on the floor. This fragmented memory that leaves my heart and head pounding.

I was diagnosed with C-PTSD after my relationship with Solomon's dad.  This is a new kind of feeling. There's no physical injury to point to. There's no person to blame.  Just this disembodied panic.

I started setting up my new computer. Discovered some of my writing and photos were saved in the cloud.  Recovered the journal I'd been writing to Solomon since I was pregnant, that I thought was only saved on the external hard drive.

I read back over it, seeing my hopeful self, my belief that only good could come.  My excitement to meet him.  It was like reading someone else's words. I didnt recognize myself in it anymore.

So much has changed.  So much has happened.  I don't really know how to find sure footing.  I feel tossed on the waves.  I'm exhausted. 
I know I need to find a way to focus, and I know I will. For now, I'm taking some time to rest my body and my mind.  If I owe you a phone call, or a lunch, I'm sorry i haven't gotten to it yet. I hope I'll see some of you tomorrow night for New Beginnings: A Benefit for Daphne Moon, Ashtyn Nyx, and Crystal Angelica 
If not, we will find a time when I no longer feel so heavy.  Thank you for your patience.  Please keep helping me share www.gofundme.com/daphnepheonixmoon and paypal.me/daphnemoon

#recovery #fire #housefire #pheonix #witchesofinstagram #gofundme #ptsd #trying #overcome #survive #thrive #rest #sacredrest
  • It's been a day of up and down.

    After a few days of feeling really hopeful and excited, the last three have been more emotional.
    A lot of overwhelm. A lot of fear. A lot of now wtf do I do.

    I'm so grateful for all the help I've already received. I'm so grateful for the beautiful humans who have gotten involved in one way or the other.
    I also feel pretty frozen in a lot of ways.

    I've been having flashbacks, of smoke and dark and deep red on the floor. This fragmented memory that leaves my heart and head pounding.

    I was diagnosed with C-PTSD after my relationship with Solomon's dad. This is a new kind of feeling. There's no physical injury to point to. There's no person to blame. Just this disembodied panic.

    I started setting up my new computer. Discovered some of my writing and photos were saved in the cloud. Recovered the journal I'd been writing to Solomon since I was pregnant, that I thought was only saved on the external hard drive.

    I read back over it, seeing my hopeful self, my belief that only good could come. My excitement to meet him. It was like reading someone else's words. I didnt recognize myself in it anymore.

    So much has changed. So much has happened. I don't really know how to find sure footing. I feel tossed on the waves. I'm exhausted.
    I know I need to find a way to focus, and I know I will. For now, I'm taking some time to rest my body and my mind. If I owe you a phone call, or a lunch, I'm sorry i haven't gotten to it yet. I hope I'll see some of you tomorrow night for New Beginnings: A Benefit for Daphne Moon, Ashtyn Nyx, and Crystal Angelica
    If not, we will find a time when I no longer feel so heavy. Thank you for your patience. Please keep helping me share www.gofundme.com/daphnepheonixmoon and paypal.me/daphnemoon

    #recovery #fire #housefire #pheonix #witchesofinstagram #gofundme #ptsd #trying #overcome #survive #thrive #rest #sacredrest
  • 9 2 1 hour ago
  • I’m From Queens Sun ☀️ C.u.S.t.O.m 
ThrillyThrowbacks Team!
  • I’m From Queens Sun ☀️ C.u.S.t.O.m
    ThrillyThrowbacks Team!
  • 15 1 2 hours ago
  • This is my first painting portrait and I literally teared up doing this...it was hard and different... but i decided love to add my own creative concept to the referenced photo😍😍🤗 I am so excited to really start combining abstract with surrealism and portraiture...I know I have a long way to go skill and style wise.. but it has been so rewarding seeing myself grow and make progress in short periods of time❤❤ "She is brimming with a passion she hasnt fully felt in years and even so back then it was only mere moments... she is breaking the hard concrete constructs of her mind and pushing through to feel her real inner G. This is the begininng of an internal revolution , this is the beggining of accessing and knowing her Higher Self"

#creator #art #Egypt #Cairo #firsttime #finalcourse #joyful #fire #pheonix #innerpeace #givethanks
  • This is my first painting portrait and I literally teared up doing this...it was hard and different... but i decided love to add my own creative concept to the referenced photo😍😍🤗 I am so excited to really start combining abstract with surrealism and portraiture...I know I have a long way to go skill and style wise.. but it has been so rewarding seeing myself grow and make progress in short periods of time❤❤ "She is brimming with a passion she hasnt fully felt in years and even so back then it was only mere moments... she is breaking the hard concrete constructs of her mind and pushing through to feel her real inner G. This is the begininng of an internal revolution , this is the beggining of accessing and knowing her Higher Self"

    #creator #art #Egypt #Cairo #firsttime #finalcourse #joyful #fire #pheonix #innerpeace #givethanks
  • 46 8 6 hours ago
  • Where are we going next?
  • Where are we going next?
  • 15 1 6 hours ago