i stare down
from the ninth floor
of this hotel room
to the city lights below
traffic endlessly flowing
cars and two-wheelers
moving tiny like ants.
to my left
to my right
to my front and back
with luminated windows
with lights spilling out
into the darkness
of the night.
in a world so vast,
so endlessly busy,
with a different purpose
for each new day,
i found you.
i think about you a lot,
i can't stop myself
Call it a part of my nature,
but the heavens know
i am afraid to lose you
to this world.
I cannot imagine you
in another pair of arms
that aren't mine.
i cannot afford
to let you go.
Just one more reason to not worry about what anyone thinks of you—most people are too busy worrying about themselves. They aren’t even thinking about you. What matters is what you think about yourself. Because only you live with yourself each hour of every day.
As the time is about to approach to knock the door of my love to inform you about your call of duty.All those moments of us together starts playing a game of flashes just to challenge me if I could pause any of them.
I try hard enough to stop this clock ticking with whom I have to race just to look at you while you sleep just like a baby. I try hard enough to hold every second of the hug u offer me in your arms filled with warmth affection,care and love and that lips of yours when you kiss my forehead and those eyes of yours telling me that I'm the queen of your life who deserves every happiness of this world.
I hold your hands, touching every fingers of yours which bleeds the harshness you go through. Without even knowing my tears reflect everything when my lips fail to utter any and you simply smile as if its just a minor thing and as if nothing happened, washes off those drops of agony and hide me inside your chest where I know that your heart beats shouts loud and crystal clear the words which you are manipulating.I still don't know how you are so good at hiding the words which are echoing inside you.
Silly me, the wife has to shut off either way and the tough woman inside me has to promise you with the strength and power house of being your wife.
Though I know I will have to taste the defeat as I can't stop you any more second to stay but my soul knows that your victory at the border will vanish the pain I fight inside me every single time and will wait to hear you coming back soon with my favourite voice of your Combat shoes. .
~A proud wife of my army man ❤
Pic credit : @the.pixel.singh 🙌
I wish I werent so stupid
So i wouldnt have said what I did.
I wish we could pretend it didn't happen
And I that had never left and hid.
Maybe you wouldn't have thought
That we were worthless,
And maybe I should've fought.
Because I thought we were worth us.
But I'm here, nine days later,
You don't wonder where I've been,
Still I'm here, nine days later,
But maybe I won't make it to ten. ~Rose
No matter how many times you have failed or how many times you gave up!
Learn to push yourself up the hill for one more time.
Incidents that hurt you, or that depress you, are the ones that test you, for 'being you'!
Change yourself only when your way of life is hurting others!
Other than that, you could always pull up a fight while being all about yourself.